From my multi-talented publisher Raja Williams…
When you left, I dug a hole. Digging deep into the layers of
my emptiness. I lost my value, loss my love, loss my
strength, loss my clarity, and all of my essence.
The deeper I dug the more I realized I allowed you to fill
my holes. Unconsciously I did not see that part of you
makes me feel my value as separate from me; I see it as
part of you filling my holes with hope and destiny.
I felt “we fit each other” feeling fully complete, a unified
whole, one that could sustain the dissatisfaction of us being
incomplete. I filled you, and you filled me, together
creating our own sustainability.
And now my holes are caving and shaking with fear
knowing you are no longer here. I feel the emptiness and I
take stride, the memory of what was lost, and knowing my
essence will start…
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